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Post by justme31 on Apr 2, 2008 9:04:21 GMT
dunno at the mo wg. need to go walk dog and get some bits from the shops but the weather here is so shitty and i dont wana get wet and cold! was meant to b going to the other side of london to meet someone but think i was a bit overexcited when i agree to do that lol needless to say dont think i can cope with public transport and going all that way so am gunna cancel!! u workin today wg?
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Post by winegirl on Apr 2, 2008 9:11:22 GMT
No day off today. Supposed to be doing coursework this morning whilst playing with LO then taking her swimming this afternoon (gulp). I think the weather is meant to get better in London this afternoon so perhaps you could make it out then?
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Post by justme31 on Apr 2, 2008 9:19:25 GMT
gawd swimmin u r brave lol am scared to show my thunderous thighs and cellulite in a cossie!! i think am gunna go out later deffo so am away to have a shower. have a good day all. u and LO enjoyin swimmin wg xx
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Post by littlelotty on Apr 2, 2008 10:22:45 GMT
Hi
Hope you have a good day and you manage to get out today. The weather is not very good here either so it is hard to get out.
Hope you have a good day anyway and take care
LittleLotty xx
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Post by justme31 on Apr 3, 2008 11:23:00 GMT
have been out this morn the thoughts were bad so had to occupy myself.. they seem to have calmed down a bit now thank god. had a bit of a crap night last night... my partner says i am just usin my depression as an excuse for everything... and he says am havin an affair cos i spend time on here!! i proper kicked off lol must b gettin better cos a few weeks ago i would have cried!! i think the antids r deffo workin the thoughts r still there but dont seem as bad... am gutted that i was so reluctant to take em b4 now.
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Post by cokey on Apr 3, 2008 16:11:55 GMT
Hi JM An affair eh? Tell him yeah you are, with about 50 other women lol I actually think an affair would take the mind off things lol - not that I would, love my dh to bits Right better get tea sorted. Have a good night all Cokey xxx
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Post by winegirl on Apr 3, 2008 20:27:21 GMT
Hi JM
Thats how the meds started to work for me too hun. I was still not well but improved from what i was and thats how they slowly start to work. I also put off taking them for ages and then wished I had done it sooner!
How did the rest of your day go hun?
WG x
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Post by justme31 on Apr 4, 2008 8:27:29 GMT
was pretty much ok wg.. a few thoughts but was distracted so i was ok... managed to not come on here and seek reassurance and ask everyone" u sure i aint crazy" !!! the thoughts r quite bad this morn i always seem to b worse in the morn so am hopin its just due to that.. the dreaded time of the month is comin in a few days so am a bit worried about that cos i know it gunna make things worse. i just wish these daft thoughts would bog off though... they just get on my nerves. hows u wg? did u go swimmin the other day?
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Post by littlelotty on Apr 4, 2008 15:17:03 GMT
Hope your day has been good for you. I am normally worse in the morning and at the beginning of my meds I was much worse in the mornings but it does fade in a short space of time.
Have you thought about taking evening primose for the time of the month - WG suggested it to me and I will be using it next month for me.
Take Care
LittleLotty xx
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Post by cokey on Apr 4, 2008 16:08:32 GMT
Ooooh JM I am also due on (if my periods decide to make an appearance - had pathetic spot last month - sorry TMI!!) in a few days so at least we can support each other through that one lol
Cokey xxx
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Post by winegirl on Apr 4, 2008 17:48:03 GMT
HI JM
Swimming was a nightmare but only coz LO was kicking off - i surprisingly was fine! LOL x
Yeah the mornings have always been the worst for me, and this is the case for many people with anxiety or depression. Byt i knoew i was starting to recover when come the afternoon i wasnt feeling so bad x
How has today been?
WG x
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Post by justme31 on Apr 5, 2008 10:56:18 GMT
yesterday was an ok day.. until last night now i feel like i am back to square 1. woke up several times last night panickin didnt sleep too good. this mornin has been dreadful the thoughts r worse then ever. i was gunna post on here early this morn but my partner was here and he thinks am havin an affair when am on here so didnt bother to save havin a row. keep thinkin these thoughts aint normal and maybe i have got some terrible mental illness or i am psychotic and maybe no one has realised. i feel so gutted today.. have had a week or 2 of feelin somewhat better now all this shit is back.
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Post by winegirl on Apr 5, 2008 12:16:07 GMT
HI JM
Thats the road of recovery, couple of weeks of ok and then a couple of days of worse ever! I can go weeks now of doing ok and then out of nowhere wake up in the middle of the night with a panic. But the times between just get longer and longer, i promise.
U up to much this weekend? Anything planned to take your mind off things?
WG x
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Post by justme31 on Apr 5, 2008 14:25:37 GMT
i know what u sayin is true but when i feel like i do today feel like i havent had that time where i felt a bit better.. do u know what i mean? i just keep thinkin am going insane and wonderin how much more of this i can take. aint got much planned for this weekend was meant to have my daughters friend to stay but my daughter decided she wanted to stay at her mates house instead..she been gone since yesterday am really missin her lol how sad am i?! i feel so down in the dumps today like i cant b bothered to do anything.
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Post by cokey on Apr 5, 2008 16:24:58 GMT
Hi JM
Sorry you feel so rough today. I have had a similar pattern, bad last night then really bad this morning but this afternoon I am a ton better.
I think in your case it will be PMT making you feel so bad after a few weeks feeling better. You have coped with so many bad days, you can defo deal with just a few more until period comes. She says lol Doesn't feel like it at the time does it?
The problem with these blasted thoughts is that they twist so much they make you feel they are real plus you attach meaning to them because of external circumstances, in your case your mum, in my case the media.
Hope you are ok.
I will be about if you want me xxxx
Cokey
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