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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 13, 2005 21:31:30 GMT
'But I am here and I am talking and people like you Susanne make it worthwhile!!'
Aww thank you AM, that really makes me feel like I can make a difference. Thank you.
Well, I have decided to apply for a job. I haven't worked since Xmas, but I feel now that I could maybe handle working, even if it's part time. I seem to have a lot on at the moment, but I still feel I could give a bit more, but I am lucky that I do not have to work. Yes, it would help, but we can live without me working. So I have decided that it must be the right job, not just any old thing I walk in too. So I am going for a job with the CAB, as a generalist advisor working with people who have just come out of prison re things like housing and benefits. I feel this is something I could do well at, and I just hope I get the opportunity to try it out. I hope I am not taking on too much, but only time will tell. I certainly feel I could manage it, 16 hours a week, so keep your fingers crossed for me.
It's pay day tomorrow and I have some bits to do in Bootle, so I might not be on much..I don't go out much so I like to take my time on a friday!
Anne Marie, I hope you have a good day tomorrow, I will be sending postive thoughts your way, keep your chin up.
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Post by cheshire on Oct 13, 2005 21:43:36 GMT
Hey Girls
Sorry to yet again crash your diary Susanne!! Do you realise that on page 3, nearly half the postings are by us gate crashers LOL!
Anyway, just to say hope you have good shop in Bootle and good day you too AM
Hopefulx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 14, 2005 10:51:29 GMT
Hahaha don't worry hopeful, I don't mind. I actually quite like it! This could be the community diary! lol
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 14, 2005 15:46:42 GMT
Hiya girlys, I've just got back from Bootle, Thea's watching TV and eating her smarties, and GJ is asleep in her pram, and I got all my bills paid! I've yet to do my food shopping but I have to wait until Alan gets home at 6:30 to do that. It's been quite a productive day really, I got my washing done, GJ's bottles are in the steriliser and everyone is washed, dressed and we have all eaten! WOW! lol
I've just realised I'm now a senior member! Yay!
Sorry girls, am in a hyper mood today! I can't seem to calm down, Thea has had fun though, we've danced this morning and were playing jumping while we were waiting for the taxi! lol I think I've lost the plot!
I hope you've all had a good day, have been sending positive vibes to you AM.
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 15, 2005 10:09:49 GMT
Well, it's Saturday. Alans working a midnight shift, so am on my own from 3pm today. I don't mind that shift too much. I'm planning to call my best friend, Adrian, tonight, he's been a tower of strength for me over the past year, and I love him to bits. We can talk for hours, and quite often do! We've had many calls on our phone bill of over 6hours! lol I need to get my AS thing up and running now, I need party bookings, and I need them fast! I think I had better get advertising quick, so keep your fingers crossed that it starts to pick up a bit. I need to find a babysitter as well today, I've got an important meeting to go to on monday night and I don't have anybody for the kids....oooo help! Alan couldn't change his shift, I'm hoping to ask my father in law I think.
Well, better go, Thea's watching TV but GJ's awake now, which means she'll want feeding!
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Post by natalie1985 on Oct 15, 2005 12:30:21 GMT
HI Susanne, Great to hear you're in a cheery mood! It feels great when you have all this energy, especially when you can use it all with the kids in so many fun ways...like dancing Hope you have a good night with your best friend! My saturdays come to an end, its nearly 10:30pm. Might go to bed now. You take care and enjoy your night. Love and Light, Natalie xxx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 15, 2005 22:41:08 GMT
Well, it's saturday night, I'm sat with a bottle of wine. I'm listening to some music and I think GJ's just gone off to sleep. I've got my tea to make yet, liver, yummy! Alan will be home in about an hour. We finally found a sitter for monday night, our friend is going to do it for us. I'm a bit worried about leaving them, although Thea will be in bed anyway, I hope GJ will be ok with him. This wine is seriously rough! I feel like I'm drinking vinegar! lol don't think I'll get this again, I suppose that's what I get for not knowing anything about wine! lol Hmmmmm now I have a decision to make, do I continue to drink it and hope, like cider, it gets better the more of it you have drunk or do I tip it away and open another bottle? Choices, choices. Sorry, I am tired and trying to relax but I can see a hundred n one things that need doing, and I'm determined to relax and take a bit of 'me' time, hmmmm not sure I can leave them! Re-reading this entry, I think I might have drunk more than I thought! lol
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Post by cheshire on Oct 15, 2005 23:03:14 GMT
Hi Susanne
Forget what needs doing and relax - pah! wish I could take me own advice
Hxxx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 15, 2005 23:14:14 GMT
Hiya hopeful, Hmmmm am resisting, but for how long!?
Hope your ok hunni
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Post by cheshire on Oct 16, 2005 12:45:05 GMT
Hi Susanne
I'm OK thanks - how's you Sunday going?
Hx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 16, 2005 14:06:08 GMT
Erm, I'm not too well today. I started my periods again yesterday, the first one since GJ was born, and it's kinda knocked me sideways! It's very heavy and I'm losing clots, and I can only sit up for a few mins at a time otherwise I start to feel dizzy. We had the doctor out at 3am because I was crying in pain, he said if it gets any worse to go straight to A&E. Unfortunately, Alan's had to go to work, so I'm on my own with the girls. I am hoping to be better tomorrow, and Thea knows the score, she knows she has to be a good girl, and keeps asking me if I need anything! We have a 'treat cupboard' and every now and then she will bring me a biscuit or a carton of juice 'to keep my strength up' lol bless her!
I hope you ok hunni.
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Post by bam02 on Oct 16, 2005 15:48:52 GMT
Oh Susanne-I hope you are Ok and not too anemic you should try and get to a doctor tomorrow if it continues. But i know its hard with Kids. Our poor bodies! We don't deserve this - how do you feel now?
A-M
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 16, 2005 15:54:21 GMT
I'm not doing too badly, I've reclined my computer chair so I can at least do my emails. I'm still bleeding quite heavily, but the clots have almost stopped which is good coz I think that was the most worrying bit.
How are you AM?
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Post by bam02 on Oct 16, 2005 16:34:35 GMT
Feeling quite rested today. Not overindulged on wine for a change last night and managed to get to sleep earlier than previous night.
Even been to shops in car - which I avoid at weekends - Ok its Sunday not Saturday-but getting out of our drive and coming back to park is one of my past worries - always felt worried about parking on my return and we even have a pull in. But it there are lots of cars at weekends. Some family has 5 cars and only 4 people and no drive!! Inconsiderate sods. I am going on now., but in the past it was something that stoped me doing things and kept me prisoner strange but true.
Pathetic i know
A-M
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Post by susanneb1984 on Oct 16, 2005 16:48:13 GMT
It's not pathetic at all. I took driving lessons when I was 17, and OMG it was the scariest thing I have ever done.And that was without the added complication of PNI. Don't look on the negative hunni, be proud that not only did you go out, but you went out at the weekend. Well Done you, be proud of yourself hunni.
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