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Post by winegirl on Mar 14, 2008 21:58:56 GMT
Hi Em
Great to hear you are having a good week hun! Sounds like the extra support really has made a huge difference!
Hope the weeks continue like this for you mate.
Take Care
WG x
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Post by Em on Mar 27, 2008 21:55:24 GMT
Not written in my diary 4 ages - I've not really needed to. Things are definitely picking up for me. I'm feeling so much like my old self and the ill me is becoming a thing from the past.
It was Easter last year that I first saw my doctor for help with depression, and I reckon I'd been ill for 6 months before I went. The past year has been awful but things are now so much better. I feel like I'm living proof that there is a light at the end of that tunnel.
Today I was home on my own with my gorgeous little boy and I enjoyed every second of his company. We played and talked and did little jobs together. I can't believe that I felt so numb about him a year ago. I've missed out on a lot - but thankfully he'll never remember that and he's got a mummy now not an empty shell..... In fact all of my boys and my OH, family and friends have all got me back.
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Post by winegirl on Mar 27, 2008 22:06:22 GMT
So lovely to hear you are doing so well Em! Sounds like you had a brilliant day today! You are proof that this hing really does get better x
Hope things continue on the up for you mate x
Take Care
WG x
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Post by Em on May 15, 2008 21:46:37 GMT
Things have been pretty good for the last couple of months. Been coping with life well and feeling positive and happy .... then CRASH, down I've come.
Don't know why but over the last two days I've been feeling absolutly rubbish. This evening I lay on the bed crying my eyes out and OH just said 'Thought you had got better' and walked off. He can be so thoughtless.
My friend text me this morning and asked me to meet her for lunch at a local pub. I sat with my mobile in my hand for about 20 mins trying to come up with an excuse not to, but in the end I thought what r u doing and text her back and said yes. Did me good to have a chat.
Later on should have been taking my eldest swimming but didn't feel like sitting in there with all the other mums so sent OH with him. Just emailed some old work friends and made an excuse not to go out with them tomorrow evening- not in the mood for it. Going out sat with my closest friends - not cancelled that - yet.
Need to try and pick myself back up...
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Post by winegirl on May 16, 2008 12:43:10 GMT
Hi Em
Sounds like a blip babes. They are crap and make no sense when you have been doing so well but they seem to happen to all of us.
I know what it is like to cancel everything with friends/family etc.. but do try to keep some of your plans as in the long run it really will help you get out of the blip.
Sorry it has been a tough few days for you, you know we are here for you when you need us x
Take Care
WG xx
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