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Post by cheshire on Aug 21, 2008 19:39:53 GMT
Hi Shell, Thanks Never thought either after years of s/h it would go - it does. Wouldn't have beleived it at the time though, as at one stage it was daily. The right therapy, closure, time etc. all helps. We are all here for you x
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 19:45:06 GMT
i am registered on a site called parentzone - its a private site and you can only be a member by invitation only. Get a lot of support from them all and we meet up once a year at a big bbq bash in stockport. Made few good friends from there. Met most of the people on there now. People come from all over country to the bbq and its good to meet them. Been to two bbqs now and both were fab. Also use netmums but have to be careful what i post on theere coz phil and his sis read my posts and use them against me so i tend to just use pm's to people on there if its important. Thats been a lifeline for me. Once saved my life because when i first lost jack i overdosed and posted it up and then logged off and went to bed and the next thing i knew i was in hospital. They tracked me down using my ip address i think. Am very close to two of the mods and they keep an eye on me
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michelle79
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 19:47:37 GMT
hi hopeful
I hope you are right that it will go away with time and therapy etc. At the moment I cant see anything else other than the constant cutting. Its been part of me for 2 years now and i do want it to stop but wish i had the strength to stop. Maybe i will find it sometime soon. Im hoping so. I want Jack back and it will never happen til i stop
Shell
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Post by winegirl on Aug 21, 2008 19:50:52 GMT
Hi Shell
How great that they all meet up once a year!! Really gives a lovely sense of community. x
Did you say you were on facebook? I am on there if you wanna hook up on there - I am Helen Auld in Nottingham x
WG x
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 19:53:59 GMT
yeah i am on facebook - will look you up now. Always wondered what your name was - now i know
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Post by winegirl on Aug 21, 2008 19:56:18 GMT
Will look out for you! Facebook is awesome - it makes me look really popular on screen, though obviously I dont have 150 friends in real life! LOL x
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michelle79
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 19:56:22 GMT
added you as friend - im michelle palmer from newcastle
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Post by winegirl on Aug 21, 2008 20:02:03 GMT
Gotcha x
Please ignore most of my mad pics on there - think every one has been taken of me when i am plastered! LOL x
How you feeling mate? Have you been on the other chat site much at all?
x
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 20:05:54 GMT
I am struggling to be honest - these thoughts are driving me mad and taking over my life. And my arm is hurting real bad from yesterday - think i went too deep coz its not normally this painful afterwards.
Not been on other sites yet - seem to keep being distracted but will get there.
Looked at your pics and you look absolutely gorgeous babe! And its not a bad thing being plastered on them all. LOL
Shell
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Post by winegirl on Aug 21, 2008 20:09:52 GMT
Its bloody awful that there isnt a photo hanging around somewhere of me either not drunk or not hungover! LOL x This is the problem with facebook, everyone tags me in these god awful photos and i dont know how to get rid of them! (technophobe).
Keep up with the distraction tonight babes, will keep you busy enough to stop from doing it.
You ever go on things like popcap games? I find myself on them loads as it is great for distraction, i get really engrossed in the games then find that 2 hours has gone...
x
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 21:10:56 GMT
sorry everyone
gave in again so now off to a & e
will be back tomorrow
Sorry
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Post by winegirl on Aug 21, 2008 21:12:12 GMT
Dont apologise. I am sorry for you hun. I hope you go ok at a&e, when you get back on here please let us know how you are - am thinking about you my love xxx
WG x
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Post by cheshire on Aug 21, 2008 22:10:41 GMT
Hi Shell,
Are you home yet - are you ok? It can be a long wait in there.
Don't apologise - just let us know when you are back/ ok.
Much love,
Hopeful x
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michelle79
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 21, 2008 23:42:20 GMT
Hi all
I am home and ok - had to have another 8 stitches. Was bit embarrassing as was same doctor that i saw last night. Still battling with the thoughts but going to bed now where i will be safe and then in morning am seeing my gp and waiting for call from cpn and hopefully get appt with her tomorrow.
Will catch up with you tomorrow (or should that be today)
Shell
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Post by winegirl on Aug 22, 2008 7:28:30 GMT
Hi Hun
Best of luck with the CPN today. I hope it goes ok and you can get on the path of getting something sorted...
Sending you hugs (())
WG x
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