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Post by winegirl on Dec 31, 2008 9:24:07 GMT
Hey you
Havent heard from you for a while. You ok?? Thinking of you mate x
WG x
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Post by Kimmie on Dec 31, 2008 12:41:37 GMT
Hey Shell!
You ok Wench, ive been trying to get hold of you one way or another, now im trying here (fab site btw!)
Sending you lots of hugs and you know where I am if you need me, things will get better chick just keep reaching out for all the help you can get
xxxx
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Post by bean on Jan 1, 2009 13:39:31 GMT
Hi Shell
Let us know you ok when you get chance, havent heard from you, please dont face this alone hun, everyone on here cares about you and wants you well.
Huge hugs adn love
bean x
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Post by littlelotty on Jan 2, 2009 18:31:26 GMT
Just seen your online hun, wanting to send you big hugs and that i have been thinking of you.
Hope you are ok and can come on here and talk.
Take care
Littlelotty
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Post by Jay on Jan 3, 2009 5:46:17 GMT
Just sending my love and to let you know that I am thinking about you.
I hope you are ok. Do let us know.
Hugs
Jay xx
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Post by littlelotty on Jan 3, 2009 11:59:41 GMT
Hi Shell
Would really like to hear from you hun so if you could post to say you are ok it would be great, we are all here for you hun and no one judges on this site. We are all friends who support each other.
Thinking of you hun
Littlelotty
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michelle79
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mummy to Jack born 2004 and had pni since his birth
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Post by michelle79 on Jan 3, 2009 13:27:24 GMT
Im sorry Ive not posted. Not been doing too good since before xmas. Thought once it was over I would be ok but this is just continuing and I seem to be getting worsr. I havent spoken to anyone in over week. I have avoided all my phone calls and texts and not spokent o anyone on msn. I know I am awful ignoring everyone but i really cant face talking to anyone and seeing anyone.
I still feel so low, cant eat, have disturbing sleep and constantly thinking of suicide to the pont i sat with loads of pills on NYE ready to take them. I havent left the house for over a week and just sat in my pjs everyday watching rubbish tv. I cant see any future and nothing seems to interest me at the moment. I dont even want to fight for jack anymore. I just want to be on my own and ideally out of this world forever
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Post by Kimmie on Jan 3, 2009 14:35:42 GMT
Im sorry Ive not posted. Not been doing too good since before xmas. Thought once it was over I would be ok but this is just continuing and I seem to be getting worsr. I havent spoken to anyone in over week. I have avoided all my phone calls and texts and not spokent o anyone on msn. I know I am awful ignoring everyone but i really cant face talking to anyone and seeing anyone. I still feel so low, cant eat, have disturbing sleep and constantly thinking of suicide to the pont i sat with loads of pills on NYE ready to take them. I havent left the house for over a week and just sat in my pjs everyday watching rubbish tv. I cant see any future and nothing seems to interest me at the moment. I dont even want to fight for jack anymore. I just want to be on my own and ideally out of this world forever hun u need help and u need it now........this isnt fair on you chick, feeling like this I know somewhere deep down inside theres a little spark of hope because if there wasnt you wouldnt be posting here hun where you people will be kind and help you through this. Wanting to be on your own is fine hun, hell I wish I could be atm my cousins here and doing my head in SHHHHHHHHH!!! Wanting to be out this world forever hun isnt, even though he isnt with you at the moment Jack needs you hun needs to know that you are there for him, and when hes older too hell need you. I wish I could help you more hun, you know where I am if you need me hun, sending you huge hugs and If I can help let me know ohhh and ive got some news if u want some gossip ;-) xx |
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Post by littlelotty on Jan 3, 2009 23:31:08 GMT
Hi Hun
I think your friend is right you do need some help hun, you sound low and i am worried about you. Can you try and phone the crisis line or someone else to explain how you feel??
I really wish i could say something to help, but i havent got anything that could make it any better other than we are all here for you and you can PM me anytime and if you need to chat please let me know.
Please take care and we are all here for you.
Littlelotty
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Post by winegirl on Jan 4, 2009 11:38:27 GMT
Hey Shell
Switch your phone back on and get talking to people now! I remember doing the same as you are doing now and it gets harder the longer you leave it to get on with the world.
Can you ring the crisis team or the CPN? Please don't do this alone...
How are you this morning hun??
WG xx
Take yourself to a friends house, out for lunch - whatever. But life is great the other side of this and you will only see it if you get yourslef out there and start to rebuild your life again.
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Post by littlelotty on Jan 4, 2009 15:08:41 GMT
How are you this morning??
Thinking of you lots hun and worried about you.
Take care and we are here for you.
Littlelotty
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michelle79
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mummy to Jack born 2004 and had pni since his birth
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Post by michelle79 on Jan 5, 2009 14:58:19 GMT
I have spoken with my cpn today and told her everything and we talked for ages. I have to ring her tomorrow if I need to and she will be around for me then she coming out to see me thursday morning still. Managed to flush away the pills! Dont know whether that was a good thing or not. And my mam text asking if i was ok as she not heard from me since xmas and i told her I was low and she had a go at me for not doing myself any favours and that i wont get Jack back if i dont live in the normal world and that she is going to come over in the morning and we are going for a walk - argh I dont want to go out of the house. I am so scared to and I know I wont be able to argue with her.
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Post by winegirl on Jan 5, 2009 15:04:14 GMT
I know its crap, but actually your mum is doing you a huge favour. When you stat getting out and about your brain begins to re-programme to think that there really is nothing to be scared of out there. Just make sure your mum knows you are scared and to take it easy with you.
Well done on flushing the pills away - yes, it is a very good thing! You are a fighter Shell and you know its for the best.
Hope it goes ok on thursday with the CPN.
I am about on and off pretty much all week as it is my last week off, so here if you need to talk x
WG xx
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Post by littlelotty on Jan 5, 2009 20:16:29 GMT
Hi Hun
So glad you flushed away the pills - best thing to have done. Very proud of you.
I agree with WG and that it is helpful your mum coming around as sometimes we all need a bit of a push to overcome things and she can help you. It is good she is coming around hun and try and get out even if it is around the block.
Let us know how it goes with the CPN hun and i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD of you hun to tell her everything as that must of been hard.
Take care hun and i know you will get through this.
Littlelotty
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Post by winegirl on Jan 7, 2009 22:24:38 GMT
Haven't heard from you for a bit mate - hows you?? Still thinking of you - drop us a line when you can??
WG xx
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