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Post by cheshire on Feb 20, 2008 13:46:08 GMT
Hi Chelle, I 'm really sorry to hear today is a bad day again for you. It certainly sounds like you have alot to think and worry about at the moment Thinking of you and hope the day picks up a little Hopefulxx
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Post by sianyc on Feb 20, 2008 14:34:16 GMT
Hi Chelle
Just been reading through your diary and wanted to let you know we're here for you. I love your diary - you just get it all out, which I suppose is what it's for :-)
Take care x
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Post by chelle2467 on Feb 20, 2008 20:30:05 GMT
hi sianye, thanks i tend to just "let rip" sometimes if im having an emotional time -good or bad. also if i remembe things it has to get written down or i will forget!! I also tend to remembe things as im going along, so that comes bursting out too. Its a kind of therapy for me as i can type faster than i can write, meaning my brain doesnt have to work as hard!!!
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Post by sianyc on Feb 22, 2008 10:27:01 GMT
Hope it's been a good few days for you x
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Post by chelle2467 on Feb 27, 2008 11:13:09 GMT
sophie is ill. monday night and all day tuesday have been so bad as she has a chest infection, tonsilitis and possibly conjuctivitis. she wasnt sleeping monday night and hardly all day tuesday. she was screaming and screaming. she would sleep for about 10 mins then wake up screaming for about half an hour. thankfully jamie went out to stay at my inlaws last night. that was a last minute decision on their part!! im glad to say that sophie slept last night in her own cot. she ios also looking better today but is still ill. im also glad to say that im in a better mood too cos we both got to sleep in till 10.30am.
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Post by winegirl on Feb 27, 2008 11:28:44 GMT
Hi Chelle
So sorry your LO is so poorly. When my LO gets ill she tends to get a cold, conjuctivitis and chest infection all at the same time. I think its because their little bodies dont know what to do with all that icky stuff inside them!
Glad she slept better last night. Have you got any eye drops for her from the docs, my LO gets conjunctivitis all the time and I swear by them! x
WG x
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Post by chelle2467 on Feb 28, 2008 9:42:59 GMT
yeah she is on bonjela for her teething, eye drops, calpol and amoxicillin!!!! poor little babi. she usually just gets a cold or something every 3 weeks, so her being ill isnt unusual, but this time it has really hit her. she slept well last night too, but i was kept awake from 5.30am by jamie. thankfully i managed a lie in till 9.15!! at one point we were buying nose drops every 2 weeks, but thaknfully she doesnt ned them now. she just wipes her snot into her hair.
i have another appointment (technically my first one as the other was an assessment) tomorrow with my new councillor at 9.30am. we are going to ask trevs mum if she can come into town to look after sophie for us as jamie will be at playgroup.
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Post by winegirl on Feb 28, 2008 9:46:18 GMT
Yeah my little girl is walking round this morning with snot in her hair too - very attractive! LOL x
Best of luck with the appointment tomorrow hun, let us know how it goes xx
WG x
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Post by chelle2467 on Mar 2, 2008 10:44:45 GMT
well the appointment didnt go as well as i had hoped. the guy was a moron, he didnt seem impressed that i couldnt give him teh answers he wanted, such as "how would you like your life to be" i told him i would be happy, not snappy. he basically got really annoyed and kept saying no thats how you would be feeling. what would your life be like. after about 5 minutes of this, i burst into tears, he looked fed up by now and then glared at trev for trying to comfort me. he wasnt happy trev was there with me at all and made it quite clear that hewould like to have the rest of the sessions with me alone. there will only be about 3 more sessions as it is. he dint want to go into mypast, which i can understand if we are only have a total of 4 sessions, an hour at a time, but if he wants to know why im like the way i am, he has to go into it at some point. i told him during part of our talk that i dont have any trust in people and the last time i saw someone to do with this, it resulted in me trusting people even less. this didnt seem to please him as he was huffing and puffing through the whole thing getting more and mroe annoyed with me by the sounds of things. i came out very tired, drained and upset and slept for the rest of the morning and half the afternoon. My next appointment??? isnt for another month now. So we will begetting hold of Mind, in the mean time, as they have an office round the corner from myflat and if i can get in with them, i will be getting trev to phone and cancel the app with this guy. i would do it, but it will only upset me further. on the plus side, it is mothers day today and i got a lovely handprint and poem from jamie, that he made at playgroup. i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd40/Chelle2467/DSCN4384.jpgtrev is in bed at the moment, but only on the understanding that when i want to go to bed today, he gets up!!!! i am covered in a rash, all over my chest and back. possibly up my neck and down my legs too, but they dont seem as bad. it could be a reaction to a cheap detergent but it could also be cos they were in the garage for about 5 years!!!!
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Post by cheshire on Mar 2, 2008 10:48:40 GMT
Hi Chelle,
Love the handprints!! Hope your day goes okx
Hopefulx
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Post by winegirl on Mar 2, 2008 13:57:34 GMT
Hi Chelle
That is lovely hun! I had a card that my LO made at nursery too, bought a tear to my eye!
Hope the rest of your mothers day goes ok and you can get your head down a bit this afternoon xx
WG x
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Post by chelle2467 on Mar 2, 2008 15:34:30 GMT
Thanks well i got almost 3 hours sleep, which wasnt too bad. we are going to see how things go aswell, and if things are alright, we may go to the evening curch service. we were meant to go to the mothering sunday service, but trev was asleep and i was too cold and tired lol
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Post by winegirl on Mar 2, 2008 16:03:02 GMT
Hope you manage to go hun and have a lovely time xx
Well done on getting 3 hours kip! I am very envious!! x
WG xxx
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Post by chelle2467 on Mar 4, 2008 21:14:18 GMT
i got another hour in bed this afternoon too, but only because i needed energy to go get jamie from playgroup and sophie had me up half the night too. she still isnt right and is now on another lot of anti biotics. hopefully this will sort it as she is at my mums in acouple weeks with jamie - a whole 6 days of rest - i cant wait lol.
today has been good. jamie wasnt mucking around ont he way home from playgroup, he even picked out pasta and meatballs for tea from lidls, and he helped look after soph by playing with her and making her laugh in the way only he can!!
i also had the silly idea of drinking a can of sugar fre red bull to get my energy up to deal with both kids while trev went out to a town council meeting!!! not clever, esp as i had only had a sandwich that morning adn nothing for lunch - i got really hyped up, shaky and started craving chinese!!! it was really funny!!!! soph seemed to enjoy it though as the pair of us were sat giggling at each other!
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Post by winegirl on Mar 4, 2008 23:50:26 GMT
LOL Chelle! Red bull does that to me too! Cant touch the stuff!
Glad you had a good day hun and hope tomorrow is as good for you too x
Take Care
WG x
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